Titan of Christ

I was (Still am as of 3/9/2019) Going through the hardest struggle of my life. A 5 year struggle that came to a potentially negative explosive end for me. My entire life was about to end as I knew it & my worst fears were about to come to fruition. In this moment of scrambling and enacting a plan that I knew would be "proactive" but would destroy my chance at a normal life. I reached out to a friend of mine. He is closer to a brother than a friend. I knew he would not steer me wrong. Anything he would tell me would be from a biblical standpoint. Here is what he said to me: God is doing this to save your soul, because left to your own devices you will steam train flying towards a cliff. When we ask him to help us we need to be open to his ultimate resolve. You in truth trusted him with your life, and at that time your world got flipped upside down. So you can either recognize that God is in fact doing this, but your anger should not be towards him; you did ask him to he...

God today showed me something that I have never seen. He showed me a level of love, compassion, mercy and understanding I didn't know existed. He also showed me how selfish I've been. I thought I wanted to die. Then I found out two people who I love dearly and have been in my life since I was a child are dying right now. I felt such brokenness and remorse , not just for my family dying slowly buy I suddenly felt guilty for all my sins. It made me want to be more responsible,   treat my mother better. Not allow anything to alter my spirit what so ever but to live him for who he is and do want to be honorable in his sight God showed me who I was and who I need to be. That in this suffering I need to be bringing others to him in prayer in my knees and crying out for their souls for him. Jesus showed me the way the truth and the light. I am changed. I just need to go to church and be surrounded by his glory. Amen

Right now I feel Jesus. I feel him in my bones. I've been on house arrest and a deep depression and It has been so strong because I took a step back from God. I need Him. I need His Love. I need church. I can't wait for Sunday. I am praying for my release from being bound so I can go to a bible based church. I need his holy spirit. I need His word and I need it like I need water. I am going to follow Christ no matter what it takes. I need Christ more than anything there is on this earth. I don't want to die without him. I need God's word in my life. I want to study Him and be the God fearing man He needs me to be. I want my testimony to be powerful and for God to get the glory. This situation is so horrible because only He can get the glory.   No matter how it happens God will get the glory and I will only praise you. God will get the Glory honor and praise. No man takes away from God's glory. When I felt like I died, that’s when God's plan was on course. ...

Hey whats up? Let me ask you guys a question. Are you a christian? Answer instinctively but before you do ask yourself these questions. Do you have a relationship with God? If that is a yes good. Time to make it stronger. Do you seek God's understanding in EVERYTHING you do? If not, when why don't you? When someone wrongs you, do you think vengeance? Or do you walk away and let God fight your battles? Now I'm in no way saying run away if someone attacks you. By all means I have cut my teeth on the art of war and the study of battle. Defense yourself physically, anything else is going to be God's battle. God will move your enemies, destroy boundaries and save your life. Its simple, If you trust in God he will take care of you. It takes a huge burden off of your shoulders. You don't have to worry about yourself. God has you. God's plan is already in motion.

What's the purpose of why we go through trials and hardships? Its simple. Its all a test. God is testing us. Have you ever heard the "scripture" God will not put you through anything you can't take? That is not a scripture. Its nowhere in the bible. If anything it is a lie. Think about this, if God only put us through anything we can handle then why do we need God? We would not have to lean unto God's understanding if we had our own to fall back on. We are not self-sufficient and that is exactly why we must seek God's face and his love. The perfect love casts out all fear. Without Christ we are stupid, lost, insane, selfish, stubborn, immoral. Nothing good comes from us, we need Jesus to be righteous. God has a plan for our lives and its real. Jeremiah 29:11. Everything that happens to us good or bad, God has set up for his glory. The answer to the question is going to be are you going to let God take control of your situation or continue to be angry and anxio...

Jesus is our Lord and Savior. Period. We are not capable of saving ourselves and we are all in need of saving. Sin is the self destruction that we are all born with an in. As humans we are incapable of being good, righteous or sanctified. None of us are good no matter what we say. Jesus offers us an out to our sin and a way to fight it. Through his love God has shown us a way to live each day and strive to be as holy as possible. No man is perfect, and I am not arguing that we should be. Without Christ living within us we WILL DIE and go to hell. Death is for everyone, but hell is not. Repent, be baptized in Jesus name for no other name will wash your sins away. (Not Father Son and Holy spirit). Tarry and receive the gift of the Holy Ghost ( Christ's spirit dwelling inside of us) and you shall be saved. Its a loving message and God wants nothing more than for us live in love and not die in sin.